I Wanted to be Hurt by Love.

君に愛されて痛かった

Kimi ni Aisarete Itakatta (Japanese: 君に愛されて痛かった) is a Japanese manga series by Shiruka Bakaudon that began publication in 2017. The manga centers on a high school girl shaped by past bullying who becomes involved in compensated dating to satisfy a desire for validation, and follows the romantic relationship that brings a turning point in her life.